As I sit here, not able to sleep a wink, I find myself thinking about my feelings and thoughts about my longing to submit. I wish to, no, I need to feel that euphoric sensation of being underneath someone, being owned by a person who in my eyes is nothing short of a Goddess. Sadly, I have yet to feel that, in person anyway. Don't get me wrong, I know that I am still a child compared to some out there, but age plays little to do in the desires of myself that have been brewing for years now. Since I was roughly fifteen or sixteen, I have been the "man of the house," so to speak. Forced to grow up faster than I wanted, depended on by many in and